Everything's alright. It's just that the domain I use to host all the actual content here went and fucking expired while I was on vacation. So I have to sort that all out, but I have a bunch of stuff to say about vacation and whatnot so I'm going to bust it out ghetto style and fix it up pretty-like later.
I can't check but I believe I mentioned how frazzled I was before going away. I'm still not really 100%, I'm still having a lot of trouble getting started on things and remembering to do things. I'm severely lacking in concentration. But honestly, it hasn't even been a month since I got dateraped so I think this is natural. I've always been a big procrastinator, like for my whole entire life, and I've always had that fear that one day, someday it would all catch up with me, that I'd procrastinate too long or forget something really important. I think that day may have come. It figures. But, as I discussed with K-dub today, I'm going to try a new approach - I'm going to just push my way through it, through all of it, the being frazzled, the being lazy, I'm just gonna FORCE myself to do stuff. To get off my ass, away from the revolving door of Dumbass Desk Job/Internet/TV/barstool. I don't have any particular new plans in mind, just to really bulk up the time I spend on things that make me happy and/or are good for me. I'm going for a nice balance between the two. Stuff like bike riding, Hudson River kayaking, eating bananas and plums and asian pears, ferry riding, taking a class, painting my apartment, having dinner with friends, picnics, drinking tons of water, taking pictures, painting my toenails, trying yoga, listening to lots and lots of music, learning a new language, drinking really yummy wine, writing a novel or an article or just a lot of really long emails, sending lots of care packages to out of town friends, making CDs, exploring Brooklyn and laughing at everything.
I'm calling my new plan QPA/2K2, or Quit Procrastinating, Asshole 2002. Help me reach my goal of not being an asshole anymore by the end of the year, or join the plan yourself. I could even make T-shirts or bumper stickers.